Sohn - GOne lyrics

[Intro] [Verse 1: big O] These very last breaths got me racin, sweat n I'm shakin', head always chasin' all my past sh** Bets I've been takin', debts I've been payin', dressed like I'm naked, all my cash spent Yes I'm mistaken, hear me out baby, please lemme vent, get past this Stress got me pacin', testin' my patience, guess what I'm sayin' tried my damn best I was just a kid, tryna live, now it hits n its still hard to believe Thinkin' of the hints that I missed, sh**, I admit, you was smarter to leave Slipped in the pits, driftin' a bit, twitch, its, getting' harder to breathe Tough when we split, now I spit hits, and fit bits of my heart in my sleeve Baby I'm okay don't you worry, know I sound crazy but I'm feelin' just fine Know you probably hate me, like a baby when I'm needin' peace I lay down n spit rhymes Workin' on my dreams, finding means to make my ends meet, I been tryna k** time Thinkin' just maybe, lets rewind (“your call has been forwarded to”) pick up the damn line! Now that you're gone love lost I been singin' songs all about my heart break Mind games and numb thoughts got me all alone thinkin' writin' in a dark place I know its all gone and I let it go, but I like to close my eyes shut And try to grab a hold of the moments that I love, even though I know the times all up [Hook x2: SOHN] All this fuss over nothing, reinventing the wheel All this searching for something, that's not real [Verse 2: big O] Lookin' at the days that I waste, race old age, man I can't do right Singin' up on stage, maybe just a phase, turn the page til' my hands don't write Wanna cut n paste, all the lost days, know I need to shape, a brand new life Mold it all with clay, til' the plot breaks, and the stakes reach a brand new height (wow) There's nothin I want credit for, I been livin' off my dads credit card You can take my love away, and try to buy it all, but there's nothin' that I'd ever sell it for Cuz poetry help me notice me, see, cope n breathe, when my life tough Only drug I need, not Molly, E or weed, I just hit a verse with a light puff I'm writing out beliefs and my dreams, leavin' all these sheets of me, in my notebook Is it meant to be my destiny? I'd like to know but I'm shook so I don't look I know I've done wrong but I'm livin' right and I wanna lean the scales to my side Make it out this place, wanna feel alive, watch me fly, leave my trails in the sky They pull me right back down, ask me what you doing boy? Don't you see all the factors? What you chasin' after? I thought you were a lawyer, now you all weird actin' like a rapper? Well, you don't know what I've seen, you don't know me, man this sh** make me wanna scream Already lost one love, now you tellin' me this too's just a dream? [Hook x2: SOHN] All this fuss over nothing, reinventing the wheel All this searching for something, that's not real [Breakdown: big O] You don't know what its like at home, cry alone with a microphone Try to write what's on, your damn mind, everyday, in ya soul, try to find the right type of song Right type of beat, light a bong, find myself, find the light, fightin' right n wrong Always thinkin' where I might belong, wish I held on, but that life is all gone [Bridge/Hook: SOHN] I died a week ago, there's nothing left Its caught on video, the very last breath All this fuss over nothing, reinventing the wheel All this searching for something, that's not real All this fuss over nothing, reinventing the wheel All this searching for something, that's not real [big O] I'm talkin' to my Lord and I'm sayin' "please God I apologize Cuz I know I'm living life kinda blind, I been tryna' make it through all the lies, but I Know what to do now and I really wanna make it right, wanna feel alive Live a life of faith, ready to go" Here I am, took a jump, then I died