Softheart - Sure its some edgy cliché overly poetic bullsh but its still true lyrics

{verse 1} I don't wanna be in boston I don't wanna be in boston no more Wanna pack it all up and Find a place that i can really feel at home Used to be so trusting Now i'm all just cynical and cold I remember when we lost him But i barely remember boston no more {chorus} I remember when we lost him But i barely remember boston no more Lately i feel so forgotten That some feces slowly start to rot into the floor Used to show myself often(?) Say i wouldn't be (?) when the go I don't wanna keep bluffing, no I don't wanna be alone anymore Ay, ay, ay {verse 2} I woke up so angry today Walking 'round mad as a b*tch for no reason And i swear i can't keep in place Thought i'd go away with the season But it's not, it seems That it's so easy I remember '15 i'm so beaming I remember '16 i'm so greedy (?) {chorus} I don't got the option I don't got the option ago I don't wanna be bustin' But sometimes you gotta put your foot down on the floor If you ever wondering If i ever get exhausted i don't And when i'm done back I'll be scratching on my coffin for more {verse 3} I don't wanna be in boston I don't wanna be in boston no more Wanna pack it all up and Find a place that i can really feel at home Used to be so trusting Now i'm all just cynical and cold I remember when we lost him But i barely remember boston no more {bridge} How could i be lost in your arms I'll be right here holding tight How could i really know who you are I swear i change my whole perspective every other night Sometimes life just doesn't give you the second to think twice Sometimes you have to just roll the dice {chorus} I remember when we lost him But i barely remember boston no more Lately i feel so forgotten That some feces slowly start to rot into the floor Used to show myself often(?) Say i wouldn't be (?) when the go I don't wanna keep bluffing, no I don't wanna be alone anymore I don't wanna die alone