Soft Cell - Divided Soul lyrics

Got my preacher in the kitchen Got my dealer in the hall I'm blind to the truth Though I say I've seen it all I'm always asking why I want to laugh but I have to cry Gonna live for the day Looking for tomorrow Gonna go off the rails if I don't find a god to follow I know I don't know which way to go I'm living on the edge all the time going out of my mind Oh yeah, I'm a divided soul Got my lawyer in the bathroom I've got a hooker in my bed I'm taking medication For the voices in my head Got a holster on my shoulder A bible in my hand I'm the serpent in Eden Praying for redemption On evil I'll be feeding To make my resurrection I know I don't know which way to go I'm living on the edge all the time going out of my mind Oh yeah, I'm a divided soul I'm turning up the music I'm drowning out the screams I'm a man of pa**ion A child of apathy Though I keep on running Life's catching up with me I know I don't know which way to go I'm living on the edge all the time going out of my mind Oh yeah, baby I know I don't know which way to go I'm living on the edge all the time going out of my mind Oh yeah yeah I know I've not got long to go I'm living on the edge all the time going out of my mind Oh yeah, I'm a divided soul I'm a risk taking Danger loving Chance risking Trouble tasting Liar a thief An apostle of grief I'm a k**er or a lover One or the other Who the hell am I?? I'm a divided soul I'm a divided soul I'm a divided soul I'm a divided soul We're all divided souls Yeah, we're all divided souls We're all divided souls I'm a divided soul Divided soul