Society Burning - Nausea Ad Nauseam lyrics

I know that everything's alright I know that I'm doing fine I know everyone trusts my lies But you know that I'll go and do it again I know that I kept it all in time I know that I may have crossed the line My secret gives me joy inside That's why I'll go and do it again Why does everyone ruin my high? I just wanna know why does everyone ruin my high? I just wanna get by I'm uptight and my teeth always grind I'm ahead 'cause now I'm so far behind Draw the curtains and shut the blinds You know that I'll go and do it again I know that everything's not alright I know that I'm pretty far from fine Motherf**er step up and I'll speak my mind That's why I'll go and do it again Why does everyone ruin my high? I just wanna know why does everyone ruin my high? I just wanna get by Sometime I think -- I can almost forget about myself Sometimes I think -- For once maybe I could be happy just like you Then I remember I'm so full of sh** I can't stop so I'll go and do it again I want to be free from all of this