Social Anxiety - Tales From the Astral Plain, Pt. 1 lyrics

I sold you suicide for a rip off price Bathed you in lies so you wouldn't survive Lowered your highs so you couldn't thrive Filled you with lows so you wouldn't suffice But you came at me like a lunatic with a knife Armed and ready to fight for your life Because my pessimism is rife I should've just tried to abate your strife I blame myself for your own blight You just wanted someone to last the night Someone to hold you close and say everything's fine Because everything was always far from fine Believe me, I wanted to be that guy But sherm took a hold of both of our lives And turned us into skeletons brought to life By the embalming fluid that got us high I'm a shell of myself hung from neon lights On my heart reads a no vacancy sign But you ignored that fact when you came inside And turned my world inside out that night I only wish I could've held on a little longer Maybe then you wouldn't be lyrics in a song or Halfway between dead and gone or A poster child for drug use gone wrong You're a human with survival intentions With a cancer in you spreading like an infection I'm humane with my brand new methods Hellbent on understanding our misdirection I'm sorry for always leading you on I'm sorry for letting you get caught up in that storm But my sorry's are getting old and worn And the fabric between you and I is torn