Social Anxiety - Some Things Never Change lyrics

So I'm back to where I started With a difficult decision, pardon me I've got a bottle full of pills and cheap thrills This collision has thrown me over this hill Norco to help this pain be relieved Barbiturates cuz these migraines are hell on me Nowadays I'd k** to be able to sleep But these nightmares prevent me from having sweet dreams I've got the weight of the world riding on my back I'd take the easy way out, but it's courage I lack This monkey on my back isn't done flinging crap The wounds are still fresh from when I was picking scabs Don't exceed 6 in a day, that's a laugh Had a taste of the better life, what will become of that? But I've come too far to go back to that There's no way I'm giving up now, not a chance I've seen the devil come in every single possible form When I embraced this habit he came in the form of storm A raging hurricane that left me lost in a sea of grief But I took the chance to set myself free Some only get one chance to set things right But some get multiple opportunities throughout our lives And waste them away, just like we waste our life Chasing highs that ultimately never suffice I've been chasing things that you only see in dreams Like being able to fly or true love without the strings There's pain behind every smile but what else is new? I'm treating every minute in my life as an interlude The best has yet to come, I know that as a fact There will never be a moment my demons aren't on the attack I'm just being me, the carbon copy of a better man And though I may stumble, I'll get back up again When all is said and done, at least we had hope…