Social Anxiety - Casualties of War: The Caged Bird is Free (Veronica) lyrics

We fight then we f** Love a lot then give up I think our time is up I just can't keep up Damn, that's cold 24 karat to fools gold Where did time go? Down the sinkhole Never thought we'd outgrow Each other but, oh no That's how life goes I say goodbye slow Cherish the moment Savor the silence Quiver in your voice You don't want this to end But hell has no exit No windows for tenants No views to bask in It's time we unmasked it Feelings are dated Went from love to hatred Independence to co-dependent Cracked to shattered in pieces Where are you? Was breaking up a mistake? “I miss you” Is something I don't wanna have to say Now I'm driving in the fast lane to get to your place Hoping you open the door so I can see your face You're the one I miss most, no one can take your place Try as they may, my feelings will never go away Who's the guy that's there with you, did he take my place? You led me on through text messages now I just feel hate But I still love you too much, this all drives me insane I don't need anyone else when I've got you at the plate Is this payback from when I took you in vain? At least I never toyed with your heart or worse your brain But you say you still love me, now are you even being honest? Or are those words to keep me falling for you falseness You've got me trippin' over you like my shoes are untied We f**ed the same night he proposed to you, that ain't right But right and wrong don't mean sh**, you belonged to me first I guess I should've held onto you a little harder cuz this hurts You say we have a future but we're stuck in the past An attraction like this could bite us both in the a** Now we're casualties of a war we started out of spite I think we both keeping running back cuz we're equally trite Once I swore I'd love you with all of my might But times have changed and we both know reality bites Have to be honest with myself and that's what hurts the most We're two mismatched pieces that could never make a whole When I'm inside of you I'm dying inside of me I f**ed you again tonight; that's the last you'll see of me I can't take these fake promises, it's just not working You belong to him now and that really hurts me Where do we go from here? That's a good f**ing question Please stop sending me these text messages Saying you miss me and want me inside you is a tease Especially if you still go back to him after I leave Sometimes I regret not locking you down But you're a caged bird who finally found a way to get out Try as I may I can't hate you for doing your own thing Just hope when I cross your mind you remember me fondly