SO SICK SOCIAL CLUB - Flickering lyrics

So how would you react if i was to tell you that i was gonna die right now And how would you react if you were the one who put me onto this lifestyle Kept cool for a longa** minute Shotgun the anger then hopped back in it I didn't want to do it, it was your fault You were cold dog, i don't like you and i admit it What would you do if i died punk I bet money you would not cry punk And if i did die and you happen to show up to my funeral i know you'd be lookin at your time punk Tryin to see when I leave Hopin they hurry and put me underneath I'm strugglin to see a real reason to be But I can't that's the reason I'm weak f** increasin the peace If you do you wanna die tonight Imma walk into a building holding a stick of dynamite And now its time to fight Imma wreck every n***a i come across Until i see no sign of life Is this what you wanted to see People yellin, people screamin Lord knows i'm oh so satisfied Is this what you wanted from me I'm so sorry my dog, but this is just a game that you lost I can't explain why i'm surrounded by candlelights And all of you oughta be crying Sharing memories of me Can't whisper goodbye Just flickering candlelights And all of you oughta be gasping Over this empty shell of me I got a pistol named crystal, last name meth She loves me and needs me but leaves me depressed My friends say she feeds me d**h, but leaves me a pale skin rail thin zombie She k**s but calms me, thrills but haunts me, wants me To never leave her side so i swallow my pride Along with a razor blade tied to a pharma- ceutical attached to my unusual beautiful depression Matched by a suicide obsession Chop like the pains, so many cobains Bangs of c**aine, sang with a propane Rain with a gun co*ked and aimed at my no name Lame physical frame tie a noose let it hang With a suicidal note and a sentimental quote sayin Sorry for this rope around my throat gotta let it choke See you at the funeral d**h is love, in quotes I can't explain why i'm surrounded by candlelights And all of you oughta be crying Sharing memories of me Cant whisper goodbye Just flickering candlelights And all of you oughta be gasping Over this empty shell of me Don't cry, i'm in the lights, the broken lights don't cry I miss you all, goodbye Don't cry, apologise, i filled your life Now i'm trapped in broken lights, and broken lies Goodbye, you all, a good goodbye Goodbye, you all, a good goodbye Goodbye, you all, a good goodbye Goodbye, you all, a good goodbye Time to go to sleep Bury the machines will the free not see tomorrow Flickering lights, sickening sights in my mind cos i can't take no more Time to go to sleep Bury the machines will the free not see tomorrow Flickering lights, sickening sights in my mind cos i can't take no more