Snuff - Boatnick (so It Goes) lyrics

I dont know if you saw it coming or not All I know is that I saw the end result It cant of been a pretty thing You looked like your world caved in Not knowing if its pa**ed or not There aint a happy place for shock All the while you looked beaten Didnt I see you cry? Wasnt it you with the bloodshot eyes trying to make your way off guard in the open It were'nt about a million On a bet of 40 quid It were'nt about the penthouse, the bills incoming A little spot of R&R A little something to ease the nightmare Not knowing if its over or not Not knowing if its pa**ed or not There aint a happy place for shock All the while you looked beaten