Stuck in a fourth dimension watching life pa** by 'Cause I swallowed the bait they said enhanced my philosophy The flesh once mine obeys somebody else I lost my soul for thirteen minutes of fancied joy I have to inject what I no longer possess 'Cause this corpse excretes my vitality I'm yearning for life while fighting d**h in a struggle you lose when joining in And I've got just one reason to exist in a world of just one color The clammy presence of myself Is the Devil looking out my eyes He has made me very very sentimental Set me free! I never knew the extent of this sacrifice 'Cause I was just another searcher Mislead to believe in the elixir of life And what I thought was a bargain turned out a theft That I bound myself to pay off forever The price is still rising with retroactive effect And my agony has been raising time ever since And there are no more pangs of love No more weeding the garden Or intellectual debating 'Cause it all comes to an end after the elixir of life No more weeding the garden No more weeding the garden NO MORE WEEDING THE GARDEN I threw myself into fathomless emptiness In the attempt to escape my innocent weariness.... ....Just for some borrowed time 'Cause I was just another searcher Mislead to believe in the elixir of life