Snowy - Knots lyrics

[Verse 1] I've been walking about so frustrated Know what i wanna say but can't explain it On my iPhone got pages and pages and pages Of lyrics that ain't even worth saving Feel like I haven't seen my family in ages So called friends all feeling like my haters Enemies wanna get my blood on their stainless Everyone else just wanna see my failures Depression I've had a couple cases Good at hiding my pain behind faces People asking for pictures on the pavement I thought I only had a Nottingham status See I don't even wanna be famous I just hope if I fall from the top it'll be gracious But if you ask me if I'm cool I'll probably just say some sh** like I don't know fam cah [Verse 2] Ain't sh** changed manna live-o Still ADHD manna hype snow Still walking about on fly mode Still get a bad b**h singing all her high notes Still a G like Stylo Still the best to ever do it n***a try know Still avoiding the pen like biro Still stuck in the labs like scientists with white coats Might flick airplane mode on my iPhone Might wear blue shades if a bruddas eyes low Heard some bruddas had to dip and then lie low Where them n***as gone n***a how would I know Happy I'm don't run from the feds and the 5-0 But it's still hot in my ends like Cairo Old n***as getting pissed cus a young n***a get it Trust me they're bare sore no dino [Verse 3] That's when I came coco smooth With all my old Gs and no new dudes I've been about for so long If you're really worth knowing then I will know who's who Been depressed for a sec but no boo hoos Blow up and take the city I'm so due too Got a new iPhone and clothes new too Had to ditch that b**h T she was old news true I've seen the WhatsApp like Snow's new tune Had a crew mute and the whole room ga**ed We can sit in a studio and we won't do tracks Like D Dot said you don't do facts Cruise by slow or float through fast Wavy in here my flows too Dax Man said he's gonna do his best to over take me Really and truly there's no use fam [Verse 4] Everything's coming but it's all at a price In the last year I must have saw my nephew like twice My cousin said she only sees me on YouTube My auntie asking me if I know what she looks like I found myself looking to the Lord for the light But it was still dark so I had to call it a night Can't even say if I'm sure I'm alright Cah one bad thought might force a goodbye Talking good byes my ex link miss me With the emotional sh** you can miss me Heart full of hatred, n***as done dissed me Future's bright can't dwell on the history I'll drink til I f** up my kidney Might blank your calls if you ring me I'll be out here on my ones all grizzly Suppose the life that I'm living is risky [Hook: x3] My life's in knots my flows in knots My mind's in knots my foes in Notts My shine's in knots my bro's in Notts My highs in knots my lows in knots To be so some failure no I'm not I'm trying not I know I'm not My grind's is on I'm glowing hot The rise is on I'm Snow on top