Snow Tha Product - Nothing Nice lyrics

How did I get to this... [x10] How did I get to this point? I never meant to do it and I swear that I never thought it would get this far This fast, this way, I can't think. Oh my god, look what I just did This ain't how it's supposed to go; My life is flashing right before my eyes And I know I've joked, and I know I said I would, but I never really thought that there would come a time When I'm standing above her and she ain't moving, ain't breathing, ain't even trying to fight back This happened way to quick; I ain't need it, I can't see this, why'd it have to happen like that? All I remember was arguing and she was talking hella much and causing problems and All I was doing was ignoring little common sh**, all of a sudden I remember yelling "Stop it, b**h!" And then I blacked out Let me think Why's that towel On the sink? I'm tripping right now I'm a-be Totally honest cause Every time that I blink I've got hella bad images and flashbacks And why the f** am I holding two trash bags? Okay, I remember choking her with that rag But why was this [?] turn around [?] [Chorus] You can try, you can try... It's the point of no return You die, and now you've got no time And now you [?] the consequences of your actions And you see it's nothing nice It's nothing nice You can try, try, try, try, try, try, try You can die, die, die, die, die, die, die You can try, try, try, try, try, try, try You can die, die, die, die, die, die, die It all started too quick and now I Can't even stand up, I think I'm gon' cry Oh sh**, god damn, what the f**? Why? How'd it happen? How f**ed up was I? Cause I told her to stop cause she talking too much I thought I would have had enough patience, but All I know is, f**! I'm a-need to run Before the cops bust in and I get cuffed I just keep thinking back (and I swear I don't recall) Missing facts (and I'm scared it's over cause) I seem to lack the relaxed feeling I thought I'd have after finally finishing it off In the movies it seems like it's victory When the bad guy died, but oh sh**, the scene Must have been cut out cause this b**h is bleeding And I can't even f**ing think or see How am I going to get out of this apartment? I don't even know when it got dark, and I'm a-need to throw up; I feel carsick Only way right now would be arson I'm a-burn this b**h down, cause there ain't sh** now for me to do except pray But why would God listen to me when obviously I f**ed up and went the wrong way? I could have ignored it, I could have ignored it I could have prevented this heartache for my mom I could have been anywhere else but I put it upon Myself to make sure this dumb b**h was gone You see, sticks and stone may break my bones but certain words were said And it can go either way but say it to the wrong one and someone'll end up [gunshot] [Chorus]