I gotta get through this sh** (strait up) Mama told me that there would be days like this (strait up) You know it's easy to forget what my purpose is (strait up) Just when I feel like everything's cool My drama starts to surface (strait up) And all that drama it's hard to not let it blind you You gotta put that fake sh** behind you Don't let your enemies remind of that time you f**ed up My boy would've told you to shut the f** up (strait up) I see fools laughing and i wanna cry I see fools living it up and I wanna die sh** I feel like I got one foot in the grave already I feel like jesus is out to get me Test me, and watch me fail But I know it's not too late for me He told me there's more out there than just hate for me I see you on a painted road and I miss you I see can't see you but I feel you, I feel your soul, you know this No matter what I know you still have my back Yeah, I know where you're at I love everything, I lost everything I want everything, I lose everything I hate everything...(strait up) Yeah, I know where you're at I can't find you, I can't see you, I can't find you Why? back up shut up disappear What? shut up wake up I'm over here what? Yeah I woke up and I and cursed the day (strait up) I woke up and I prayed for this pain in my chest to go away Jesus he just laughed at me and said my life was a tragedy And I was lost for all eternity Say n***a' why you forsaken me? Maybe you're breaking my heart (strait up) If I could go back and start over again And have one good friend sh** I'd take that sh** to the top (strait up) And never stop (strait up) Bring that sh** back again yeah damn Just one good friend I've over here come back now and show me how I don't care anymore I can't, I can't take it, close to the edge And I'm breaking down Yeah you see me breaking down Everyday another liar, here comes another thief Prepare yourself for much more sorrow Depend on much more grief Wake up, get up, walk away! Why, Why!!