SNFU - Cockatoo Quill lyrics

Drinkin' again, I'm not thinkin' ahead, I got that shrinking feeling, That only grows larger, Day by day, Lager by lager. And I'm still sitting here, Writing my will with a co*katoo quill, The one thing I own, One thing that's not on loan, One thing I haven't sold, yet. It's so easy just to f** it all And go for the mersyndol, Or something stronger to get me back On the wagon I just fell off of, Another swig, One last gulp, One more tablet to pop, Anything to get me to start Working on what I've been putting off. And I'm still sitting here...[x2] i I'm on a boat that doesn't float, And I can't swim, That's the predicament that I'm currently wrestling with and I'm going to win, And I'm going to win, And I'm going to win, And I won't be pinned