Snak The Ripper - Vicious Cycle lyrics

[verse 1 Snak] I just woke up and I don't know where I am Got bombay on my breath and blood all over my hands I tried to find the balance but that sh** I can't stand Dont expect nobody else to understand 'cuz they can't G-g-g-got this self destructive tendencies, crawling through the dirt with all the beetles and centipedes My ability to f** up every single thing I see, getting harder to control the darkness that's inside of me [pre-Chorus] So, I roll the f**in' windows up and smoke that sh** until it's hard to breathe They say it's not to late to fix it, but I find that sh** hard to believe Gotta constantly remind myself that this is all my fault Try to find the strength to get back up everytime I fall [Chorus] I-i-i-it's just a vicious cycle, every day get a bit more psycho One shot when I lift the rifle, die slow, it's so delightful This might seem out of line I've been searching but it's hard to find, I've been lookin' for it all this time Where the f** is my mind? x2 [Verse 2] I just rolled up and I don't have any plans, got vomit on my clothes and paint all over my hands And it get's so f**ed up sometimes to the point I can't stand don't expect nobody else to understand 'cuz they can't Kinda feels like nothing matters, can't change my status I'm glad its got 'em all hooked, like these addicts Go ask your mama who's baddest, don't be mad It's only the facts, anything holding me back But I got anger to manage, cause damage when I overreact So I guess I... [pre-Chorus] So, I roll the f**in' windows up and smoke that sh** until it's hard to breathe They say it's not to late to fix it, but I find that sh** hard to believe Gotta constantly remind myself that this is all my fault Try to find the strength to get back up everytime I fall [Chorus] I-i-i-it's just a vicious cycle, every day get a bit more psycho One shot when I lift the rifle, die slow, it's so delightful, this might seem out of line I've been searching but it's hard to find, I've been lookin' for it all this time Where the f** is my mind? x2 Where the f** is my mind? Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah Where the f** is my mind? Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah Where the f** is my mind? Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah Where the f** is my mind? Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah Where the f** is my mind? Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah