Snail Mail - Automate lyrics

[Verse 1] One more drink 'til I can feel you And when the party's empty We can slow dance in my room Dread life without you But you in that green sweater I could die if I had the guts Picked it up, drank too much Feed the flame forever [Chorus] Automate me An' I'll never find a love like this I'm free Who was I to ever want like this? You got so mean Pouring out the jagged consequence When you're with me Who was I to ever want like this? [Verse 2] Big groups, dark room I pretend it's you But she kissed like she meant it It's like I'm livin', an' I'm passed her And it's thirteen days after But it still feels like I'm cheating One more drink 'til I can lay beside you Though all at once is better [Chorus] Automate me An' I'll never find a love like this I'm free But who was I to ever want like this? You got so mean Pouring out the jagged consequence When you're with me And who was I to ever want like this? [Outro] I guess I couldn't keep her fire out I guess I couldn't keep her fire out And I'm like your dog I'm like your dog Only I know you'll be sweet if I stay And it's not enough Conditional love When I'm on your mind and I'd a feelin' you'd wait I guess I couldn't keep her fire out I guess I couldn't keep her fire out And childishly I'm lonely when it's time to clear out the party Automate me