I apologize One look in my eyes You can tell I'm hypnotized By all these motherf**ing d** One look in my eyes You can tell I'm hypnotized By these d**, what the f** What the f** God damn, one look in my eyes You can tell I'm f**ing high By these d** What the f** To get by One look at me No one look at me God damn Can't believe I let this sh** happen Let them sh**s consume me She keeps on screaming, screaming "do me" And I can't resist When I'm not with her I don't want to exist I feel like I'm dying I ain't lying I ain't changing I wouldn't wish it on nobody Nobody In reality she the only one I ain't got nobody I got nobody So I'll probably check out early f** it, hold my funeral a party Cause darling I can't live without you I really, really can't live without you Xanax, I need you God damn, how'd I let this sh** happen? Smugga Mang How'd I let this sh** f**ing happen? I can't stand it I can't really f**ing stand it Can't even look my momma in her eye Can't love myself and I'm f**ing high 24/7 I'm f**ing high God damn