Smith Westerns - Glossed lyrics

Look through the magazines and books, saving all I find I can't forget you like a lullaby All choked up, I can't speak Thinking of you Imagination can't be so cruel If all that I do And I won't let you know it all Let you hear it loud Would you _____ to see if you could just believe it I kept my closed to see you, but you can see me too Baked in blue light for many moons My eyes, my mom(??), fingers crossed don't let me down I hope to meet you somehow If all that I do And I will let you know it all Let you hear it loud Would you _____ to see if you could just believe it