Smile Empty Soul - Out To Sea lyrics

The air is cold im getting old And going nowhere This job is sh** T wanna quit But money is scarce I'm on my knees begging please but you don't care Everyday seems the same Another blank stare All i want is to be To feel like theres a part of me That still believes And all my hopes and my dreams To know that theres a heart that beats inside of me Again I hate this town And all the sounds That drive me crazy I wanna run and buy a gun But im too lazy I feel so dead I feel so numb But nothing phase me I check my pulse But nothings there I think im fading All i want is to be To feel like theres a part of me That still believes And all my hopes and my dreams To know that theres a heart that beats inside of me Again Out to sea Nothing but waves to surround me And all i feel is pain Its the only thing that's real And all i need Is turned to reflect on the life i lead I'm lost at sea Nothing but ocean to drown me in All i want is to be To feel like theres a part of me That still believes And all my hopes and my dreams To know that theres a heart that beats inside of me Again