Slythot - Sunken Friendships lyrics

Another addition to the lost friend abyss As if it was my mission for friendships to feel missed I guess I do kind of use the feeling to fill clips And shoot sh**, really it's got nothing else to do with This that I call my antisocialite type of life I'm not one to write about petty gripes It's often “murder on sight” or “think about life” But right now, the sound is about this little fight With all the capabilities fillin' the internet I could, at any time, make the effort to re-connect I could type a “what's up” and leave it in sent But again, I don't know if you would count me as your friend So I think back to the last words pa**ed and heard About who has dirt and who slapped first And about the reasons for us leavin' each other as ba*tards And knowing I still know all of that hurts, but I just wanna attempt to get the time repaired I know it will be awkward so I'm writing to prepare The awkwardness and honesty mixing makes me scared Cuz I don't wanna make you think I have despaired I also don't wanna lead you to think I never cared I just want you to know why it is I wasn't there I was goin through some pain I didn't wanna share It's the kinda thing that left me feelin' peoples' stares I swear, that is it, I know it sounds stupid Maybe this is goin back to me not being lucid But that's the reason at it's most basic and truest Back in the day you helped me to not lose it One of the few to make me not feel used I didn't know what I was takin' was abuse You used to shift my view away from what I struggled through Never gave me answers, always handed me clues Then I disappeared Your calculations were cleared I was nowhere near The place you called here I took the title of “gone” I had gotten too long Like branches and sheers I got cut and moved on ...and I regret it That says it... How did this greatness ever end like this? How were my words mistaken for a kiss? Necessary sense of sanity was missin from my mix And givin it out seemed to be your true gift So I followed it and swallowed it and took it all in I never wanted the accomplishment of corruptin' all this Used to talk to you on all I'd do to get with other chicks I never thought, you'd think it warranted movement to your lips Similarities between our damage and our reflex Carryin' our baggage gave respect to all the rejects Walked away from our lives to talk and just reflect Always saw rebellions as another group of sheepheads Gave each other time to recollect what we said Pickin' at our minds to find fresh deepness Shared each other's methods with our meaning of s** Never meant to imply that I wanted to caress No desire of divorce from your life you've ensured It's your right to enforce your faith as still pure It was nice to be your cure until my presence was ignored To my credit, I had said it, but it's better under floorboards The first of my kind, brought purpose to my mind And the noise that was inside, my voices didn't rhyme And for once that was fine, but then my tongue got tied And you thought I crossed a line, the knots said“Jesus Christ Fine! you got it! Good god, goodbye!” Knowing you I thought you would at least try to dig a little bit and think about why But you didn't even listen so I'm pullin' over this ride We were meant to be friends in the ether of never With all of that confusion, I'm glad this was severed You're not the only one to think as much as I do And, dear God, if only I knew Then you disappeared My calculations were cleared You were nowhere near The place I called here You took the title of “gone” You had gotten too long Like branches and sheers You got cut and moved on And that says it... Can't forget it... It's self control With self awareness All in all wrapped In the ability to share it Our coexistence How it's properly cherished Learning to listen How to take in while starin' Walkin' in, walkin' out Who's stickin' around? Just live in the now With wrecks deep underground Make the memories sink While the lessons all float If you can breathe you can think And with people there's hope Just for clarity Popularity isn't what I promote This is just some advice in hopes to keep those In your life close All the while sometimes keepin certain doors closed These are the ships and you are their captain Maintain the ability to live and keep laughin Some may blow away, some may stay Keep movin with the wind, no matter what happens These are the ships and you are their captain Maintain the ability to live and keep laughin Some may blow away, some may stay Keep movin with the wind, no matter what happens These are the ships and you are their captain Maintain the ability to live and keep laughin Some may blow away, some may stay Keep movin with the wind, no matter what happens These are the ships and you are their captain Maintain the ability to live and keep laughin Some may blow away, some may stay Keep movin with the wind, no matter what happens