If I could have been true because I knew it would be understood If I would have an attitude to what's the matter that would be good If I could have been radical and not fanatical to the bone I'm no one's own - alone If I had a heart I would have a heartache If I had a soul it was cold And if I had the guts I'd become your murderer But no one's own - alone If I was a pioneer I would rely on here and now If I could have been ecstatical and not dramatical somehow Now I'm paying my dues and staying amused while singing the blues to the bone But no one's own - alone If I had a heart I would have a heartache If I had a soul it was cold And if I had the guts I'd become your murderer But no one's own - alone If I had a heart I would have a heartache If I had a soul it was cold And if I had the guts I could be your murderer But no one's own - alone If I had a heart If I had the guts I could be your murderer But no one's own - alone No one's own - alone No one's own