Slut - Never Really Tried lyrics

I need some time to swerve this melody So trivial underneath the floor Takes a while to interrupt this sequency But sometimes it will take a little more A hundred years ago and younger than before Bigger, braver, twice as high A second overflow, a longer way to go This golden boy was lost within his eyes But I never really tried To keep all of this inside I thought it was for you Now I know this is not true I will never understand I will never understand I will never understand myself It takes some time to follow far enough I'm getting closer from today Takes a while exoverrated stuff But sometimes something's much too far away It's much too late and impossible to change I'm flattered, hungry and abused Sometimes angry, sometimes bad and sometimes strange But sometimes I could feel a little bruised But I never really tried To keep all of this inside I thought it was for you Now I know this is not true I will never understand I will never understand I will never understand myself