[Verse] See, I've been so stressed out, trying to numb myself out I put a Fentanyl patch in my cheek and s**ed it out Feeling way better, walk it out Baby girl, let's have a wedding when I take you out Now everybody I meet already know me That mean they got their minds made up before I've even spoken I've been feeling so lonely, goddamn, been feeling lonely But I got my homie Oxycontin, Xanny bar beside me Goddamn it, goddamn it I'm crying, I'm crying for nobody, nobody I pulled out the wallet I pulled out the wallet and bought the Versace I don't even know why You ever talk to me, talk to me, talk to me Is anyone there? Is anyone, anyone, anyone there? I feel like a prostitute Selling myself and my art for this money I ain't got food I got this lean and these Xans in my tummy Wish I was blissfully unaware Wish I didn't care, wish I wasn't scared Wish I didn't miss her Wish I didn't kiss her, I'ma wish a wish away I might have three felonies Inside my pocket inside of the same bag I might've failed a suicide Right before I went into rehab I always say f** it I always say f** it, don't worry, it's nothing I might've been distant But it's only cause I was looking for something [Outro] I've been staring at the sun for too long I've been thinking 'bout this stuff for too long All this money, all this money's getting too long I've been longing, I've been longing too long