SLRxFLR - "Trails" lyrics

[Verse 1] On the trails of fear..can't stop this rain that's falling Strain regardless makes it hard to stay on target pacing often Anxious I wait in darkness, maybe afraid of calling Out to those who say they've got me in the past relied on friends I don't want to try again it's better that I'm safe I got this Don't need nobody else my this isolation breaks my heart but… It's better than the prospect…of someone saying that they'll Always have your back but then they prove they don't embrace the doctrine Okay, it's on again, surely I respond to pain, I Feel the shards so many scars but still depart what I contain is k**ing hard and still it smarts be still my heart I shan't remain while Dealings opt to thrill and spark my guilted logic - I am saying I can't stay around those places, open my eyes and see a Thousand faces twice as many glances ever drowned in hatred There's not an ounce of patience, mountains of bound disgracing Found that I'm truly on my own by my accounts I'm gracious Cause homie I had asked for plenty help when I was Down in my depression and was captured by the swells, reaching Out for some a**istance know they saw and they dismissed it in that Instant I was driven by the hand that I was dealt, many Times I recollect upon the actions of the past offenders If anyone was by my side no I just can't remember Those times were colder than a draft in winter swear upon my Last remaining breath that I am more than just a cla**ic sinner God! [Hook] I'm tired of the same old thing these Trails keep going in circles, I need to break Off, gotta gain with I'm worth, you stay where you Are those traps will hurt you (say it again!) I'm tired of the same old thing these Paths just cycle around, when every time I Move something's holding me down, no there ain't' nothing New just tragedy found (say it again…) [Verse 2] I ain't playing homie… not a game I'm on Think you got it right? Listen boy I say you wrong You do not know about struggle…or even on paying the cost You never walked through the neighborhood looking at dudes that are plotting on ending it all You never stopped on the street as a witness to people so out of control (no) You never fought the belittling given by those that would k** for some clothes (no) You never thought about misery putting a gun to the side of your skull (naw) Homie I pray that you never experience pain that I have it is so… Waking up, very late at night, with the clearest mind Thinking of how to get away from the scary sights Nowhere left to run to, nobody to bail you out People want you dead you start to thinking you should help em out Is this all that life has? nothing else to offer? just a Bunch of road blocks all are ending in a coffin listen I can sure attest to it, many other options do ex- -ist if you aren't focusing on nonsense, I don't wanna Say what I've lived through has made me who I am, cause it All comes down to choice and many pick what's seeming grand, then they Realize that all within their vision was a scam, it's too Late too late to turn around because it didn't go as planned, I sur- -vived what I was given didn't drift with any chance, through the Horrid misdirections that were placed upon this land, I am Proof that you don't need to follow suit I should be glad but I don't Have no one around in solitude forever stand I'm on my Own [Hook] I'm tired of the same old thing these Trails keep going in circles, I need to break Off, gotta gain with I'm worth, you stay where you Are those traps will hurt you (say it again!) I'm tired of the same old thing these Paths just cycle around, when every time I Move something's holding me down, no there ain't' nothing New just tragedy found (say it again…)