SLRxFLR - "Loss" lyrics

Have you ever laid in your bed with your Eyes wide, thinking on the ways you could let - this Pain overtake what is said? Strain in your Veins from the shame who to blame when you rest - but Nothing matters…all you've known is Loss of progression distraught from the tests and this Horrid impression the feeling awful re- -sentment you've given all you have not a question… …of whether you can live or not..cause the Rent's due money's low field is hot when these Feelings pop staring at your overdrawn account balance Wonder how to make it to the next week Every single check seems to vanish as soon as you get True is the feeling when it's hitting it's numerous villainous Crude and relentless no there isn't no room for the chillin' You relax then utilities are getting cut Everyday bill collectors calling never given up Amazing you've lasted this long though it's… …it's sad to say…if this that Life has to offer you should pa** away..cause you're Tired of the struggle…the early morning hustle, the Long bus rides to a job that doesn't trust you the Late nights coming home nothing in the fridge cause you Barely make enough to cover what you need to run through You're all alone no one to run to Cell phone full of numbers nobody to call so… …you sit in silence…crack another Bottle as you drink slow, soon you're sliding into a Zone of depression you know that you're friendless you Pray for a way out and hope for an exit Lonely and dreading this ocean of soulless re- -grets that and the tension engulfing it's endless I wish I could hold you and tell you no Matter the plans that had fell through, those that Abandoned refusing to help you it gets better I know the emotions of this weather It's frozen it's cold and it hurts but you Must carry on and promote what you're worth homie These words that I tell you I mean them you Will see the light - though now man it seems dim