SLRxFLR - "Grace" lyrics

[Lead In] I am only here by one reason that's God's grace [Verse] Despite my ill treatment…I'm still alive I… …thank God i'm still breathing, my life will spill meaning At times it's real heated, I find a steel reason to Carry on…though the worst of pain is seeming real recent That's amazing how did I survive it man I can't explain it Facts are basic giving all I've done I should have pa**ed away it's Cla**ic grace, looking back and laugh at all the stacked betrayal Traps that paved the path I had to walk upon these last few days I'm Dealing with caution, the feeling of awful resentment is hearkened - k**ing me Softly, I cannot get in the rhythm when all that I sense is abolished - venomous Talking, I'm wishing I could get a grip on wisdom admittedly dropping - lyrically Caustic, nobody listens I fearing that all that I give isn't strong but this is the Start…yeah I traveled plenty miles on this road I'm taking I won't unravel I'll just smile man I know I'll make it At times I'm fragile though it's vile there is no evading What I have to do I what's necessary are these growing pains I'm Gone [Hook] Listen I will strive until the end, only have one Life there is nothing I can give, though it's really quite the Opposite I don't like to admit it I have drifted way Off, every day I gotta get it (let em all know) I'm only here by one reason that's God's grace I'll take, what he's granted me and never violate My strength forever lies in He who paid the cost, long as I believe in Him I know I'll never take a loss