slowthai - i tried lyrics

The pain won't hide And you caught me with a smile Out the corner of my eye Surprise Ay, long road Took a tumble down this black hole Stuck in Sunday League but I'm on levels with Ronaldo A legend in the making, as a kid I dreamed I'm Al Capone We filled cracks of broken homes with broken dreams and broken bones If walls could scream, ears would bleed You gotta keep 'em clean Could say it's dread, but I guess It's just what made me me Hug the world with open arms And they treat me like a pest All the scars that I possess You're gonna do me like this? The charm just napalm Ticking time bomb got Tourette's Surrounded by pythons Stick a sword right through their neck You're fu*king with Templars Crusading through the ends Forbidden fruit tastes the best With no trespass on the fence Crawl before you walk, but I been running from, this tall fu*kery decisions, yeah, the sh*t that made me this cool Life got me in a headlock, back and forth like a hockey puck Always wanted muscles, lack of strength made me headstrong Watch them crumble 'cause they're sour like rhubarb Know my cake and custard inside-out like a tube sock I wish I was Manuka, in my mind I can't do wrong Still waiting for the boy, B, I think it's time to move on Brothers and sisters, pour a tea and try and ooo-long Running from my struggles back and forth like the Chuckles As morbid as it seems, I'll never wake up from this sleep If hell's meant for sinning, heaven's never been for me I've got a sickness And I'm dealing with it Feels like I'm sinking All of the time