slowthai - adhd lyrics

Sick as pig, can you help? Tryna get a grip, fingers slip, then I melt Sitting in a pit, only me and myself I can't deal with the screams Only screaming at myself Tryna protect, so I project Deflect and they call it self-defense Feel the pressure and we all got our reasons Smile on the out, but inside I keep bleeding Fun and games till you gotta take the blame And I said it was me 'cause I'll do it for my mates Then again, would they say the same? And it's all tongue and cheek tryna sweep out the fakes Love never felt real, the wheels won't brake They can't see the tears, through the rain drops Tough lad and I always put a face on Told me already that leopards can't change spots Sad songs, a sickness The passenger, always been a witness Excalibur, incision Goodbye is my only decision Sad songs, a sickness The passenger, always been a witness Excalibur, incision Goodbye is my only decision Overthink, sink in my seat Eat, sleep, repeat, what you know about T? Smoke weed, only way I fall asleep Same routine, drink till I can't speak Slave to the progress, I obsess 'Cause I ain't got control yet I'm tryna fly but my wings feel broken An eagle encaged in a closure Lowest of lows, decomposing, I'm sober (A loner) I can't be alone, why I always pick the phone up I beg you pick the phone up (Beg you pick the phone up) Sad songs, a sickness The passenger, always been a witness Excalibur, incision Goodbye is my only decis- Yo Nothing, I just wanted to say, bruv, I love you, man And I hope you're doing well And I miss you every day you're not around Feed my deficit, life I'm yet to live Ain't no SNM, I just shake my head You can't be my friend, living and I'm dead Caught in Charlotte's Web, I can't feel myself Mind complexity be the death of me Heavy weaponry at my melon, squeezed I got tendencies, psycho tendencies Touch me tenderly, heaven let me in I think you got amnesia And this stress soon to give me alopecia And I'm vexed tryna smile like Mona Lisa Feel to exit like I ain't got a visa