Slothface - Dratchface: Origins lyrics

(Intro) Yeah Hot diggity dog Slothface In the house Yeah, we on some deep personal struggle sh**, you know what it's all about [Verse 1: Dratchface] I had a breakdown a little while ago Pain and paranoia, I'm a child of both And when I was a child, I was a pile of dough Reviled by most of my peers, and admired at home Now I'm a grown-a** man with grown aspirations And I'm afraid I don't have the patience for dramatizations I get knocked down and picked back up by the same people ‘Cause we ain't equal, but they're just tryna prepare me ‘Cause the world is scary, and it ain't fair neither Either you be the people they need or you'll be beleaguered When you try to be what you visualized when you were little A kid from the middle cla** who wanted mics to feel his spittle I knew I was a vessel for humor when I saw a Carlin special at age 10 And when he said the word “co*ks**er” I was shocked And the first time I ever heard the word “f**” Was out of my own mouth in front of my mom ‘Cause I had seen it written upon a piece of playground equipment In nail polish, so mom got some acetone to strip it Ever since then I been kickin it A delinquent unticketed, in a field unpicketed Quicker than wind, I could relate a tale Of how a lifetime of scrutiny has turned me into a betamale I been teased, kicked, chased, driven insane by these wastes of space No wonder I can't talk to a girl face-to-face I never have been able to And when you got no self esteem, kids are quick to label you But kids are gonna do what they will do, if that ain't the truth I don't know what is, but I do know this You can't be careless, growing up means gaining self-awareness Or you're gonna be embarra**ed in retrospect But even then you know you've grown But don't worry, if you don't wanna, you won't, uh huh Yeah, but we all gotta get old sometime, you know what I'm sayin'? Aight, Dratchface, peace