Slim Bishty - This Life Is Depressing lyrics

when i wake up in the morning i just go back sleep theres nothing to look forward to no food to eat no friends to keep.. no girl of my own i sit pretty much every day by the phone waiting for a call i need to here a voice my life has left me with only 1 choice this life is derpressing and its takin me hostage i try to think of better days but my brain has a blockadge thinking why me using all of my knowledge but there still no ansers just a overload of college i guess alls a wanted was a piecefull life but this life is to quiet like the slice from a knife plus theres boys on my block make a whole lot of bad upsetting my neighbors causing them to go mad thinking of the troubles the world has makes me sad the day i make a new life i will only be glad take the tears away pray for better days looking at the clowds now just a whole lot of gray i will never let my heart and my mind betray they are my 2 best friends and there here to stay you make think am mad but just think for a sec whats the one thing you talk to when ya upset your mind tells one but your heart the other but theres only one option you can discover my heart bleeds away from the d**h of my brother my tears cry for me alone without a belover my pain keeps releasing but only falls to the gutter i would be rapping about girls d** and cars that aint rap or hip hop it just real sh** bars each day i make a wish to the brightest stars because the way my life feels this was all my cause i am shouting out god please look out for me maybe one day you will see that all i do is plee.....love you Cheee and n to the u.