Slightly.Rilee - Entropy lyrics

Searching breaking Fighting exploding Crying loving Hating eroding Hoping and holding In the moment I'm going I'm flowing Music is the art of exposing The realest human moments supposing That we're more than a job More than a status More than the money Let go of the sadness We're chaos And habits We're Spiritual beings in a flesh apparatus Well I'll be the first one to say I've been out like the rest of the U.S. of A Break a chain and break away Make a life worth living then fade away Islamics Atheists Baptists Browns whites blacks I'll be with you to the edge of an atlas We were meant to be more won't mask it I saw a homeless man in the street And gave that homeless man my jacket Was he a stranger or someone I knew Hours burned by cigarettes did too Not too much later was my all-time low Always alone always getting blown Got drunk one night put my dad's loaded gun to my dome But to anyone listening at home Don't you ever f**ing off yourself Look at me tomorrow is unknown -- You gotta push through that sh** And I'm with you in this song so you're never alone You're never alone There's no words that explain the feeling I get When I rap from my soul and my spirit emits And rattles the spine when the base line hits It only happens in rap The rawest music is this It digs deeper than the deepest Motherf**ing abyss Where it eats breaths grows In the valley and persists Gets hated everyday but resists Artists die but their Lyrics echo on in the pit These lyrics are forever Because these rappers can spit Memories everlasting there not lacking Scars burn deep while Skin starts cracking Less hate more though T and understanding Mixed moments of joking And laughing Turn me up get high start jamming Live life in the moment That's right f** planning We feed off a pa**ion Mine is rapping Searching breaking Fighting exploding Crying loving Hating eroding Hoping and holding In the moment I'm going I'm flowing Music is the art of exposing The realest human moments supposing That we're more than a job More than a status More than the money Let go of the sadness We're chaos And habits Chaos And habits We're one mic in the atmosphere trying to find a balance Hear the sound of a voice And a mic and the music This song saved my life in the Moments when I could use it The beat and crowd and the Vibes got me boosted And there's no easy life man That sh** can be abusive Broken and numb at times Cause we're human Don't worry be happy that's The choice that I'm choosing Motherf** an artist of success Be an artist of value And bury all the rest I'll smile in the shadow I'll be in the back behind the Curtain and dismantle The bricks in the wall of the Giants that babble watch me handle When I travel to see the mind-slaves Chase money and castles like Jackals after sick dying mammals Lyrics are the journey that you travel Well hold on to something cause this Ride that doesn't last that long I'll see all my friends someday Someday like on the Flipsyde song Where we can see where we belong Nothing in life just comes along I'm heading there now I'm coming back like Finding healing Believing feeling Staying seeing Living breathing I'm not leaving I'm staying right here I had to get away and get My mindset clear It's like a mother f**er Came back from the grave It's crazy how some of These paths get paved Just go with the flow of the ocean Live your life make it all hand woven I hope its golden you can open Up to me with all you hold in What you smoking here take mine Cypher with me we loose track of time Just let loose lose your mind Spirit flows in words with rhymes Color art outside the lines Van Gogh the verse I'm Gonna make this known globally Just be like all the people around you locally Being like everybody else? Isn't that the same as being nobody? Isn't that forgetting rap is poetry? Isn't that living life hopelessly Just be you - live your life openly I second guessed whether I should release this song So many times I had to come back to it almost a year later to finish it now that i feel myself again There's a reason why I have to share this song It's because there are some people that need to hear this right now And feel music Life is a white water rapid ride of crash landings It has lows and highs with every emotion in between them What I learned is that you have to live life for other people to find meaning I'm living my life in this song to you