I'm not the man I thought I was, months spent in misery But due to this its so clear to see that I'm so f**ing sick of this dependency and I can hardly sleep at night because I'm so scared of being alone that I forgot that's all I've ever known Who I am and who I wanted to be have never been so different, and now the choices that I have made have created so much distance Now I have to ask myself who do I want to be, I'll only ever be me Now I'm left here to wonder I don't know what to do, There is no me without you Now I have to ask myself who do I want to be