Sleep Comes After d**h - Coal and Clay lyrics

Soon I'll be torn apart And you'll finally see what's inside I'm sad to say there's nothing left but pitiful pride Living two lives leaves no time for sleep I'm burning alive; it burns so deep What a beautiful demise I've become I can't count on coal and clay to build me up I'm blind to the effects of my drug I made a coffin and called it a bed Maybe I'll finally sleep when I'm dead I've searched for an answer My hands were shaking My mind was racing My body had grown numb Because my soul had grown to cold to touch Maybe one day you'll come back And light my flame (Drown myself again) I swear I won't burn out Never again, never again Maybe one day you'll come back And light my flame (Drown myself again) I promised but I Have my doubts, I have my doubts (In self sabotage) When I finally realized my worth I had lead for feet I didn't belong on this earth But fate is bitter sweet I wish that I had pa**ed that night The embers inside kept me alive Choking back on memories I lost myself I can't catch my breath My regrets dragged me inches from d**h I would have taken others with me But I wouldn't care Because my soul is dark and dim as coal I was never aware But now I'm alive I was never there On the outside I don't care I'm dead inside Where are you Where the f** were you? Am I a lost soul God can you spare me the silence? I don't know what happened that night But it gave me new sight Being so close to d**h was humbling Maybe one day you'll come back And light my flame (Drown myself again) I swear I won't burn out Never again, never again Maybe one day you'll come back And light my flame (Drown myself again) I promised but I Have my doubts, I have my doubts (In self sabotage)