Slechtvalk - A Plea For The King lyrics

My king, hear my plea as I kneel before thee In the task that was given me, I have failed thee In the last hour of my watch I have fallen asleep When Darkness came I did not protect them, When they were struck with panic I did not admonish them And when d**h came I was too late to save them Do not hold me accountable for their d**hs Do not forsake me in my darkest For darkness comes for me, rebellion strides with me And I feel d**h following me "Open your eyes and then you will see, that their d**hs were merely an illusion you must know of what I speak and the wrongs you have done already have been forgiven although it saddens me to see you like this" Although my King has shown me mercy how come I can't forgive myself? For the crime I have committed, I should have been punished by d**h