I remember all the times that you stared at me And you told me I was something to be proud of Took a walk to the corner store in 85' And again in 86' In 87' i got high for the first time 88' it was my favorite pa** time 89' I was inches from the mainline On divine I'm doin' fine This beast doesn't let me go! It's makin' me! (feel so strong) I'm trying to re-create insanity! (feel so strong) Put myself in a program of recovery Saw another side of life that was beautiful It allowed to incorporate a way of life That was meaningful to you But you can never let go of the past Sometimes the winner is really dead last I know I'm clean But my mind is so filthy, so filthy So beautiful! This beast doesn't let me go! It's makin' me! (feel so strong) I'm trying to re-create insanity! (feel so strong) Don't rush me! I'm fragile! I wont bark But I'll bite back, and I'll attack! Do you belong? This beast doesn't let me go! It's makin' me! (feel so strong) I'm trying to re-create insanity! (feel so strong) I've been trying to get over Being god but it's jus too much fun To control