Laying alone And in my heart the fright Counting the hours Before the morning light But it's in vain The only friend I got is pain My soul is hidden In the Shadows of my name One minute over I feel much older now Rescue me faster Before the light of dawn And blow away Blow out the ghost that made me stay Blow out the dust that's hidden me For all these years And at night when the whispers are louder And the silence is all but a still Inner sirens are topping my dawning I wish I were dreaming this awaken night My eyes wide open I'm on the ship of fools I'll share the colors Of my devoted blues 'Cause through the night I'm an eternal black and white Watching the silent nighttime rainbow Pa**ing by And at night when the whispers are louder And the silence is all but a still Inner sirens are topping my dawning I wish I were dreaming this awaken night Dusk and denial blend in a lullaby Taste the regrets lurking behind a sigh So dim's the light So cold is the morning bound to thrive When to the stillness drowning me I resign Throughout the night 'Cause through the night I'm an eternal black and white Watching the silent nighttime rainbow Pa**ing by And at night when the whispers are louder And the silence is all but a still Inner sirens are topping my dawning I wish I were dreaming this awaken night And at night when the whispers are louder And the silence is all but a still Inner sirens are topping my dawning I wish I were dreaming this awaken night