Not looking forward to tomorrow Seems the same as all my yesterdays Not expecting you to follow I've let you down in oh so many ways I'm everything you despise I'm a broken paradise I'm a woman or a man for you I keep a painting of a memory Pictures of you I keep closely by my bed, yeah In a fragile state of ecstasy Images of you go running through my head I'm everything you despise I'm a broken paradise I'm a woman or a man for you I'm everything you despise Not enough for your desires I'm a woman or a man for you And I'm happy too