[Verse 1: Insight] You lie awake You tremble and shake It's your own life That you grown to hate You sure knew the result You just didn't know the stakes Every memory you have Your whole mind just aches You're a prisoner of your own war You're whole life sore Emotions crash Trying to overcome the past And you don't know your path The fear is evident and You need just one more hit Cause that type of happiness Is for sure a definite But now you feel so desolate [Hook: Insight] Cause its taken control You try and keep the hold The cards life handed you You just want to fold You try and keep the hold Just keep the hold Just keep the hold [Verse 2: Insight] You grab and dangle the knife Over your useless life You destroyed your conscience Just stop the nonsense No one to tell you that it shouldn't end So you pick up the pen Try to write all your sins All the blank spots just try and fill them in Can you try and subside Or even crucify The thoughts of suicide So overwhelmed that you can not abide Angel and devil on your shoulder always collide Can't leave your feelings aside This is a hell of a ride Just try and realize No need for the goodbyes [Hook: Insight] Just cause its taken control You try and keep the hold The cards life handed you You just want to fold You try and keep the hold Just keep the hold Just keep the hold Just keep the hold Just keep the hold [Verse 3: Insight] You fake subscriptions To gain different prescriptions Because everyone at your school Has negative opinions Your family shuns Thinking what have you done So you go and clench your gun Like its life on the run But your life just begun And I know for each one [Hook: Insight] That its taken control You try and keep the hold The cards life handed you You just want to fold You try and keep the hold Please keep the hold Please keep the hold Please keep the hold Please keep the hold Please keep the hold