Skiploader - For Holly lyrics

My year is told in hard endeavor The first day... It hurts now to remember The call that woke me from sleep Wish you'd called me out Would it make a difference? Will this help me remember? My dear was lost in gone December It's been three years Still hurts to read your letters Recall the first day Why was I so indifferent? Now I'm forced to remember life Me in my car, I won't be here alone anymore Velocity sent you through the window If you had called me out now