Skint & Demoralised - Lowlife lyrics

When there's nothing left for d**h to take away You strain yourself to struggle through the day You have the gift of isolation Starved from sight or conversation You're paralysed, you've never been so scared In the depths of your mind, where mercy is spared You're searching for a reason to be sober Never been dry since that week in October And you can't find the comfort in conform You just shudder, shelter from the norm It's all you know, oh I'm so sick of this, I'm so tired of this I'm so sick of this lowlife, f** right off with the same old bullsh** I'm so sick of this, I'm so tired of this I'm so sick of this goddamn lowlife that I inhabit When the only words she's giving you are cold The memories you cling to are desperately old Reluctantly hiding in resistance Find yourself questioning your existence And all you want is something more But you can't unlock your bedroom door And she'd sooner sleep alone than stay When there's nothing left for d**h to take away Destruction has found its full throttle You can't see past the bottom of the bottle It's all you know, oh I'm so sick of this, I'm so tired of this I'm so sick of this lowlife, f** right off with the same old bullsh** I'm so sick of this, I'm so tired of this I'm so sick of this goddamn lowlife that I inhabit When there's nothing left for d**h to take away You strain yourself to drag from day to day Eyes wide open, arms aloft You scream at the world to f** right off When you can't unlock your bedroom door And there's nothing left worth fighting for You'll find that bottle, find that vein The deeper you get, the sweeter the pain And you're far too scared the find the truth You miss the blanket of your youth When you wake in the morning, you can't bear to face The reflection before you, that f**ing disgrace You step outside but no-one's there You hide behind an icy stare When you slip to the shadows and sink to the street Hands in your pockets, eyes on your feet And you've never got money, it's pissed up the wall You run from your family, too scared to call When your girlfriend ignores you, she doesn't exist You carry a warning, constantly pissed And there's nothing left, it drags you further There's nothing left, it drags you further There's nothing left, it drags you further There's nothing left to fade away And there's no existence, you can't resist No existence, you can't resist There's no existence, you can't resist, oh There's no existence, you can't resist No existence, you can't resist There's no existence, you can't resist, oh