Skid Adams - Random Thoughts lyrics

Yo, ya, just some random houghts [Verse 1] I'm trynna make bread for my family Same time trynna keep intact my sanity I'm trynna buy all of this vanity But I do it for my family and no n***a not for me So, when my baby sister called me on the phone She like “Gospel when you think you coming back home" I broke her heart, told her her brother ain't coming home 'cause I'm trynna get this paper till then i ain't going home Now I'm blowing on some cannabis steady fighting gravity Everybody knows this fact except my own family Ain't no good feeling when you look em in the eye and you tell em you feel good when you blowing out some cannabis sh** is getting scarier yeah we thought Damaris would make it out alive along the line we had to bury her And I lost some n***as too some with I was never cool Still I miss 'em tho coz them n***as was coming from my hood Now I'm on some other grind solo as I spit my mind Since I got this rolly all these n***as trynna steal my time Stepped into the light sun reflecting on my arm Rolly bright then I knew it was my time so I'ma shine yo Just some random thoughts I ask em "who's a friend in this world?" [Verse 2] Who's a friend? Is the enemy of my enemy a friend? Coz back then I could have sworn my n***as was more than 10 sh** happened I know a few really did offend me But these n***as only human and I've come to understand it Right hand on the bible left hand on my dick Solemnly swear these n***as f**ed and left behind just when I speak The other n***as feel ahead tell em quick jump off my dick Trynna make a mill something inherited by the meek Weak n***as trynna pull me down I give them 7 days Before hell gone pull me down them demons gotta pray Think twice when I see a gun live to fight another day And when I sleep at night I know my mama always gonna pray I've got a girl and she loves me the other one needs money The finer one is the latter ain't that sh** just sound so funny Truth be told the later is the only b**h that I'm f**ing Coz she all about this money to me she ain't worth nothing Nothing Stopping me right now The game is on me dick now Hard I be coming in right now Look how I'm f**ing good right now [Verse 3] She reaches real deep into the body Till the soul drops leaving the body and there's nothing But you standing f**ing the game and over cumming These obstacles given to you like it was nothing [Verse 4] I'm just 1 man, 2 things I gotta do Blow trees to lyrically reach the heights when I'm in the booth And I got 4 n***as we 5-alive when we drinking And when we having orgies we do it with 6 b**hes After this you gon see me on the 7th day Resting like I should I ate the whack rappers off my plate See 10 Commandments I practice only 9 Never forgive never forget memories stuck in my mind Y'all n***as all f**ed up at a time Was meant put 9 in front of 10 but when I was writing I didn't have time at that time Switch to a freestyle still I be just blowing your mind One at a time take these rappers put em six feet in the ground Creeping inside the feeling of me k**ing the demon Inside Address my fears coz only I know where they truly reside Deep in my heart it's emotional when I fully recite These lyrics f** what u think I'll showing you a different side I'm from the north J-town is what I represent It's evident I'm eating good these boys feed from my remnant Veteran with this grind eat green like a vegetarian Push the white mess with my n***as you get your body red Blue pills only thing these n***as pop is acne I'm asking have you got these lyrics an*lyzed and Notice I be spitting out my thoughts and they be random My sh** is super man yours a replica like the phantom I'm gone