Skammadix - Our Father lyrics

[Crypt the Warchild] I never claimed to be a Saint, nah that ain't me I'm only saying what I ain't you should let me be I'mma always throw stones if my house is made gla** Watch this jealous one envy, everybody feel my wrath I've done a lot of wrong in this time and place I take many days for granted, I despise, I hate I'm a liar, I steal if it presents itself I stab a n***a in the back if it affects my wealth I cut a throat, burn a bridge if it makes me grow Spit in the face of many people I thought you should know But I doubt you'll understand cause you claim you perfect I've committed many sins in this place that's worthless Can't reconcile what I've started or express my sorrow Don't give a f** about today if there's no tomorrow And I don't believe if you die that your soul lives on When you're six feet in the hole that means you're dead and gon' But there's a lil' part inside me that believes you there The same part inside me that believes you care Outta' my mind that's what they say man I got to be If there's a place in God's Kingdom save a spot for me Our Father (Chorus) When I don't know what I'm suppose to do I hit my knees and I pray to you Cause we don't always believe in you But one day we gon' know the truth [Planetary] My grandmother just died I watched mom cry hysterical Unbearable pain, tried to help, I felt terrible Tears dressed her heart, when that casket arose A white rose was handed out as we prayed for her soul Grandpa said she a champion, heaven her trophy That was the realest sh** I heard in my life My brothers hold me I'm falling God I hope you're watching, I hope you're listening A loss of life that stands so close can get sickening What's even worst to me she ain't never met my kids And that's something I'mma always regret long as I live But a kiss from my mother and my wife back home Will always mend my scars anytime I'm feeling alone A hug from my sons always make me complete The love I get from my n***as hold me down in the heat I hope life is everlasting when you're under the dirt Cause she wanted to see her son and twins that died at birth Our Father (Chorus) 2x When I don't know what I'm suppose to do I hit my knees and I pray to you Cause we don't always believe in you But one day we gon' know the truth To the ones that you took away And I know you're all in a better place One day I'mma see your face Cause there's a better way