Skam - Role Model '16 lyrics

(Verse: Skam) This is the dosage of a hopeless hostage with symptoms of rigamortis, all it takes is simple forfeit, f** all the torture I'm dying of boredom, I could try to make a run for it, if my life was that much worth, I can't afford it I lost it when these mothaf**as thought I was joking Mix alcohol and d** cus my life ain't important Take an overdose till I see memories of the ones I hold closest I got a whole lot of skeletons, I need to clean em' out my closet God doesn't want you to see the demons I'm holding That's probably the fact he doesn't like me if you noticed That's why I went to hell and back, only cus I wrote this This isn't written in the genesis, I should've never spoken this That's why they try to censor this, but f** a censorship I'm the captain of cursing like f** it, I'm cursed b**h I'm like a titanic disaster, but worse b**h My mom tried to strangle me with my umbilical cord cus she knew my first word was gonna be b**h (biiitch!) Now we going back and forth like a pendulum They tried to experiment on my brain like i'm an extraterrestrial Took my drivers exam and ran over six pedestrians So much blood on my windshield I didn't even deny it I put that on my momma and my testicles My rapping is a spectacle, I'm a f**-up professional I should've been long gone, hypothetically There's a disturbance in my genetics, biochemical That's why they listen to me sceptical I'm a danger to myself with irrational behavior, you don't have to like me, y'all gon' catch the vapors