Skaggzy - IF ONLY lyrics

IF ONLY This is my derailment, This is where I jump off track, Love was all I needed, And someone to share it back… Time and space deny me, For I'm slowly coming apart, When I begin to think of it, She's the one who k**ed my heart… Where it all was once sunny, The sky now sins with Dorian Gray, Give me hedonism, but with pain, If I'm lucky the pleasure will wash away… Leaving me alone in pain, God grant me strength while I die, And let me rot in secrecy, For I'm not worthy of the tears they'd cry… -skaggzy