SJ - Forward, Backward lyrics

[Chorus 2x] I'm goin' Forward and Backward and Forward and backward again I'm goin' Forward and Backward and Forward and Backward again [Verse I] Sometimes I wonder why I even wanna put up with you You did me so wrong, and I'm tryna leave you alone Try t' move on and be strong, please be gone I don't ever wanna think of you, dream of you See, be, or speak with you, causin' me too much pain In my brain, I'm goin insane, tryna get you outta my space The day you cheated I wanted to throw you away You had no clue how much hate I had for your face But I still loved you enough to make it work So I put my feet in the dirt, but now I'm a brand new man, with a master plan To make a mil from a grand and I'm playin positions Purposeful in my mission, I'm up out the abyss and I feel amazing, I'm thankful for what you did (I'm thankful for what you did) ‘Cause now I'm Datin' like crazy, makin up for my past mistake and Copin' with bullet wounds, I'm emotionally healing today Part of me wants to hate you, and part of me wants to love you I guess all magnets attract and repel, damn this is tough [Chorus] [Verse II] I see you got a new friend now, guess you moved on And I'm not in the plans now, whatever happened To them vital keys, communication, trust, and romance? Understand that I almost died at the hands of a man Who claimed he loved all of his kids, I never meant to push you away And the fact that I did, makes me live with regret And Idk if those decisions caused the parties and drinkin' Pushed you further away, but bae I see you conflicted Still comin' to shows, supportin me and my bros Textin' and tryna see me but still tryna break free And even on a rainy late night, maybe it was fate Or maybe you still inspire me to get in the booth and create I miss you so much, I hate walking away ‘Cause the inner child inside me wants to love you again Part of me wants to hate you, part of me wants to love you I guess all magnets attract and repel, damn this is tough [Chorus 2x]