Sivu - Particles lyrics

(Verse) I'm never gonna stay locked in your mind Couldn't feel your bones(?) when diving down your spine Only didn't read(?) at the tip of your tongue I fall into a pile into the wave that you've spun(?) (Chorus) I've been so scared of growin' up But I'd rather not than be a slave to you I'm more than something you can ? Won't let you down if you ask not to Consolidate and then eradicate me Not used to want to live, I want to live now And I got nothing more, nothing more to give (Verse) I'm never gonna say what you won't know I was looking in your head until the calling of your clothes(?)