Sister Machine Gun - Negative lyrics

? with a hunger what I never could deny I won't k** my? because it wouldn't do me to try I know I was hopeless, but I never had my pride In my mind the numbers feel like words when my conscience dies So negative Negative... I want to need this sickness, this disease, I know it's right I want to feel like God, whatever gets me through the night I never understand the pain, but I never try to fight I'm on my broken back, bleeding here So negative Negative...