Sister Machine Gun - Got To Be lyrics

I thought I've seen it all, I can't imagine why But I never had to listen and I never had to try I don't remember how I got this way But I just can't seem to make anything go right now What have I got to be? What have I got to do? What do you want from me? What does it mean to you? I know I let you down, it just turned out that way But I can't think about tomorrow 'cause I'm just getting through today I don't remember how I got this far But I just can't seem to make anything go right now I never thought that I would want to turn away From all the things I tried so hard to get but trust me when I say You have made me into who I am And I just can't seem to face myself anymore now