How did I get here? By losing faith Bein' guided by fears And I'm hangin' on every word With the hopes that you can Help me away, and its all I know Oh, how d**h don't like to let you go It's k**in' me to see you slippin' away, yeah (Chorus) Cause you can't even look at me No, you can't even speak to me No, you can't even walk with me Until I save myself Oh, I have to save myself Now the systems we have placed To protect ourselves Are hard to erase And the egos that we bring Are the guarding walls that have brought us this far And its all I know, That addictions don't like To let you go It's k**in' me to see you, slippin' away, yeah (Chorus) Cause you can't even look at me No, you can't even speak to me No, you can't even walk with me Until I save myself Oh, I have to save myself Well the victims that we play Are familiar ghosts that won't go away And the patterns that we break Are the only hope that can shatter their grip (Chorus) Cause you can't even look at me No, you can't even speak to me No, you can't even walk with me Until I save myself Oh, I have to fix myself Woe, I have to save myself