Sister Crayon - Ride. Die lyrics

You're a k**er and you know this You poison my blood with your tongue And now I'm frozen, oh what have I done? I know it is the danger, I saw that out first I didn't know I was thirsty until you handed me first Iced by a vice here, vice is like Jesus Now it's burning my skull like a crown full of bees Old disease, and it pleases my insides like water I can pretend to be friends and swim When it's done this, oh what have I done? All I want is a ride or die All I want is a ride or die I was ageless, at 18 lying on my back and learn how to daydream You're constant, a constant doubt in my head My mind never frail no reverie I can't explain your person Your person embedded in my teeth, Hair tangled in between Space around me drops out it shots down my speed time Floating out lovely it's approaching, holy sheep I'm crouching, I am bad, you're the only one who can dare to be with me Oh what have I done? All I want is a ride or die All I want is a ride or die 'Cause I'm a patient motherf**er I've learned that from my mother When all I really wanted was to be a lover But I can't so I frail ??? my brain All I want is a ride or die Someone to tell me to stop on upside And even if it's not alright They've been there, they sleep there Where they stay All I want is a ride or die All I want is a ride or die Can you explain it, can you explain it? All I want is a ride or die All I want is a ride or die Can you explain it, can you explain it?